Feeling upset all of a sudden

been saving this as draft for ever without realising that i didn’t publish it….

Its only 08 Jan but I’m already counting down the days to graduation. Counting down with not necessarily happiness, but with a tinge of dread, regret, resent and maybe unwillingness. Yeah sure, I can’t wait for a fresh start but to be honest I don’t really want to leave cedar, as screwed up as it sounds. Because I know some friendships that i hold dear to my heart will slip beneath my fingers sometime soon. In this crazy rat-race to get to the top, you forget other things as you try to remember your formulas and facts. And the ‘other things’ might be a simple catching-up session with friends, a couple of birthdays, or even a smile and wave when you walk past friends. As little as these ‘other things’ may seem, they will grow and accumulate into a big thing - drifting apart.

Education is important, I get it. 10A1s and 6points are of massive importance too, that I agree. But surely one can spare some time to prevent losing a friendship, a lunch buddy, someone to talk to? I know it’s a bit too early in the year to make assumptions and decisions, but I’m pretty sure some of us will lose ourselves and drown in textbooks to chase that dream, that Singaporean ‘Top 5 Junior College’ dream, and shut ourselves off completely from the outside world. They start by isolating themselves, not even the occasional text, talking about studies and exams twenty-four seven, refusing to share notes, and soon they cut you off completely. And by the time October’s long and gone, they’ll realize that it’s too late to make amends and salvage what’s left of their friendships. Because after O’s it’s separation time and everyone moves off in different directions.

So this year, this academically-challenging, stress-inducing year, I’m gonna make it a point to catch up with as many people as possible. A study date, a quick froyo treat, a chat in the canteen - they may be little things but hey, little things add up to big things that add up to bigger things that ends up being important things. And those friends are important to me. Face it, things will change. It’s hard to stay tight with friends in different schools so before I even get there, I’m gonna make the best out of it in my last year in Cedar. It doesn’t mean that I should just socialize all the time and neglect my studies, but hey, everyone’s born to be somewhat of a multitasker. And i’m gonna make memories while kicking ass and getting my <10points. (If all goes well, insyaallah!)

Idk why this is on tumblr instead of my LJ, but anyway. Leggo! 

1 month ago

school life

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JUNHO! ♥ aka the pimp post of delusional and doom

LOOK AT THAT SMILE SFJKAKFJSGHAJKSHJH AJHGTJKSHGLJITRHLJSRHRJHSRJRHS

NAME: 이준호 / Lee Junho (also known as: Nuneo, Jimmy, That Ass, etc.)
BIRTHDAY: 25.01.1990
BIRTH-PLACE: Ilsan
RELIGION : Christian
SPECIALITY: Having no eyes when he smiles, popping his ass, rejecting girls

Why you should love Junho
+++++++++

He looks adorable. All the time. He looks the cutest when he’s sleeping. And eating. And drinking. And writing. And reading. And even when he’s cross-dressing. And shushing people up. And bunny ears. And blowing whistles. Stop it Junho. You are ridiculously adorable kajfhklshkajhkljse

His eyes. He has an eyesmile, which he is best known for. Which adds to the adorableness really. He may hide those gorgeous slits of eyes with shades, but that’s okay because he looks fly. Fly like a g6. More like a g-motherfucking-20. Even flyer when he’s with his favourite namja. And when he’s not wearing shades, he’s wearing glasses. And goggles. And I don’t know what this is but he looks gorgeous anyway.

Bonus picture of channuneo in glasses and ribbon sjfhlkajhfkjs 

When he’s not adorable, he looks like sex. He has a sexy back, in which I would like to run my fingers on. He looks sexy with many objects. Like the guitar. Or the drums

He has great airport fashion :Q___ and gets essited easily (like, really easily!!!). Bb is getting more and more fluent in English. He can now answer questions. So proud!!

His face. He has a fucking beautiful side profile. SERIOUSLY. He also has a semi-perma bitch face that I adore to death. His DNW faces are hilarious. He can do a perfect imitation of a >:O. And i have no idea what this is. He may have questionable pictures with questionable poses but we love him anyway. (And he loves us too!!!) He has the cutest most retarded pout. His selcas are cutest <3

Sometimes I think I’m really handsome but then at other times I don’t know why I look like this. Thoughts change everyday.” - Singles Mag Oct 2011

Habits. He likes to play with his lips. A lot. Really. I just found another one. 
He also likes to burst out in his award winning smile at the randomest of times and it will catch you off guard and you will die of the cute *_______* Or the opposite, when he smiles and quickly changes his expression lol. Idek.

His natural smile makes me melt. All the damn time :”“”“) And he has a really warm and pleasant natural smile too :”“”) 

(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚
HE IS REALLY CUTE. I mean, sure, a lot of k-idols are cute but he makes your heart melt. This is possibly the cutest 6 second video to ever exist!!!!!!!!! He is so cute with children :”“)

(but this doesn’t make sense since he’s like six.)


His ass. It deserves a section of its own. One of his assets. The glory of his life. His ass likes to be slapped, squeezedpoppedHe likes to do this a lot. And I swear, sometimes his ass just pops out on its own. His ass is well loved by Khun.  

(sigh this is my reaction to every hobutt-related gif)

++++++++++

His personality. He’s really weird lmao.  I mean i can assume this is for the love of harry potter and for the love of cleaning but idek what this is…  He doesn’t fanserve much but when he does, he poses for your damn camera. With a rose. And tells you to take his picture. Other than that, he’s a really deep person with a lot of intellect. Read his interviews (you can find them on 2pmalways.com) and you’ll know. He calls himself ‘boring’, but I find him interesting. Mysterious, in a way :) Also, He has a ridic sense of humor. He is also a major troll, e.g trolling on Jihyun and rejecting a date LMAAAAAOOOO  

He has a bigggg heart ♥ He just went on a trip to Ethiopia with the World Vision for volunteer work. (I don’t have any Ethiopia pictures, but you can have this for the LOLZ)

He has soft spot for animals and has been regularly donating to various animal charities. He especially likes cats, and he is a cat lady dotes on his cat called Ggomaengi. (“Her character is like that of a little girl. If I don’t come to visit for a while, she forgets about me and runs away the next time she sees me haha”)

“I am quite emotional so I do have ups and downs a lot. When I’m feeling good I think that everything is easy but when I’m depressed I don’t wanna do anything at all.” - Singles Mag Oct 2011

He’s multi-talented. He’s a great singer, an amazing dancer, and recently composer with the song “Give It To Me”, which he is obsessed about. Although he may forget dance moves, he has the cutest face ever when he forgets so all is forgiven. OH. AND HE CAN RAP. REALLY WELL. +10000 POINTS

Himself. Lee Junho. Beneath that dorky outer exterior / cold brooding image (depends on what he wants to show you, tbh) lies a man with clear cut goals and aims, wanting to explore the world, wanting to seek some answers, wanting to do some soul searching. He is such a complex character - with many different layers of personalities and emotions. He intrigues me and I like the fact that as each year goes by, we hottests learn more and more about him, like he’s slowly revealing himself to his family. To his HOTTEST family ♥ You can tell that he is ALWAYS grateful for his family, friends and members. And the fact that he is so determined to improve himself and be better at his field of work even when - under KPOP terms right now - he is already good enough just inspires me to work hard for my own dreams too. Happy birthday, Lee Junho, and have a great one. ♥

Other useless facts:

  • He spent a total of 236hours on airplanes in 2011 
  • His ideal woman is Lee Hyori
  • He keeps a diary when he was little 
  • He does not call Wooyoung hyung. Disrespectful bastard loljk
  • Would go out with Taecyeon because he’s “purer than a woman”
  • He is ambidextrous. Good with both hands. Ifyouknowwhatimean
  • Jimmy is legit. No, seriously.
  • He’s a closet Taecyeon fanboy. (Also see previous useless fact regarding Taecyeon) Also Taec’s willing tango partner. 
  • Look at him checking Taec out.
  • Okay enough about taecho….Well, he can draw a pretty good dragon. 
  • His favourite hairstyle was in Heartbeat era, and he hates his hair in 10/10. “Rather than the hairstyle, the whole style itself seemed a bit too tacky for me”
  • He has always wanted to shoot a Banana Milk CF
  • He always wanted to act as the role of a Japanese School Boy 
  • He wrote Give It To Me in 30 minutes
  • His favourite songs to sing in karaoke are all songs by Dynamic Duo 
  • He has read every single volume of Detective Conan
  • He uses an IPhone

Links of interest:
Junho’s Guerrilla Chat
It’s Time for 2PM - Junho Interview
Kissing babies - you wish this was you 
Junho S Body Cut
HoSica??? lulz

Wise Words from Mr Lee
“I want to be a person who has no regrets and knows how to let go. Often you think of the past and blame yourself for making regrets but past is a past and if you keep lingering onto it there would be no progress. I just want to show my true abilities by not getting swept by the surroundings.” 

“At first, my ideal type was someone who laughs a lot and has a pretty smiling face. But as I thought about it, I thought I more need a girl that could fill my empty parts. It may sound foolish, but my ideal type is someone that can fill the empty parts of me.” - MNET Debut Interview

Of course, no pimp post is right without a ~~~netizen comment~~~

“Junho is the person who brings everyone together” - Mr Oktizen himself

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Thank you for reading~ I made this pimp post to commemorate my….3rd year of stanning him? orz. All pictures and videos credit to the original makers and are not mine. Junho, too, is sadly not mine. But don’t forget, HE IS YOUR MAN.

4 months ago
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hobutt
i fucking love you junho
jimmy
junho
pimp post
saengil chukkahae ^__^
the lengths i would go for you

2pm
lee junho

what is life ii only know cahnsunfffffgfg 

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4 months ago
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CHANSUNG
CHANSUNF
EYESEX
EYERAPE
fuck yeah

moviemallory:

One Day (2011)Movie #26

moviemallory:

One Day (2011)
Movie #26

4 months ago
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clauiicampos:

22/366
“Carpe Diem”
-One Day by David Nicholls

clauiicampos:

22/366

“Carpe Diem”

-One Day by David Nicholls

4 months ago
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@glitterbeads &lt;3333 our fav japanese men

@glitterbeads <3333 our fav japanese men

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4 months ago
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haruma miura
seto takeru
cutest

thevampirediaries:

You can view bigger version of the letter here. Basically it’s about a 3 year old boy called Shane who has severe cerebral palsy. He’s constantly crying and screaming because of all the pain he’s in, but one night his older cousin is trying to watch TVD and when Shane hears Nina’s voice, he stops crying. They take him to the Doctor’s and the only explanation is that her voice must sooth him somehow. — The bear Nina is holding in the picture is what she sent Shane for Xmas. When squeezing it’s paw, he’s able to hear her voice with a personal message just for him.

I always knew Nina Dobrev was superior and perfect. :”) 

4 months ago
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tvd
nina dobrev

4 months ago
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prection
hwang miyoung
hwang mimi
waylt

MY WIFEEEEEEEEE KTY KTY KTY ♥

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4 months ago
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cutest
kim taeyeon
taengoo
taeny
KTY309
i love calling her that
like how i call yuri
KYR125
ugh
so damn cute

Let’s stay like this… just a little longer.

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4 months ago
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buzzer beat
yamapi
keiko kitagawa
cutest